Gift To Vidoll
From Dark Avenger & Risu

By Risu

Title: Harsh Reality Starting Over
Written while listening to Hitorikiri no Chrixxxas and TEDDY.
By Dark Avenger

Blinded love and lost emotion taking everything over
Bitter trails of tears, lost in sanctuary of anger
Rage rising in waves of despair, ebbing in tides of sorrow
Confusion and pain, creating crimson lines on a perfect white canvas
Spilled wine, pale white and spreading, covering the universe
Clouds of dull purple, meaningless and yet heartbreaking
Searching for comfort of loss, drawing the lines across pliant surface
Tearing away at blue fabric, desperately clinging to the past
Control slipping, fading... caressing and harshly binding
Aching deep within, scratching my name into your wall
Desperation pleads insanity into the darkened night
Painful voices fill the cool night air, singing praise of nothing
Blinded by the truth, searching for a soul no longer there
Feather light touches turn to blades of ice and destruction
Feed the lies and break the truth, unneeded and unfounded
Crush whatever lies within and birth the new beginning
Beat down the fire and stoke the ashes to crimson dawn
Twisted meanings lost in the depths of deepened forever
Cry out to the sky, beg for forever and scream for yesterday
Changes taking over, build infinity with darkness and void
Once completed, turn and walk away, shed this skin and hold another
Shiny and new, pliant and warm, perfection wrapped in sorrow
Today, tomorrow, yesterday, and forever, all as one complete


Gift Given May 25-26, 2007: Jrrevolution: The Wiltern, Los Angeles, CA